“The Good Kind” is a catch phrase/byword in the thyroid cancer world. Thyroid cancer (thyca) in general and Papillary Thyroid Carcinoma (PTC–which makes up about 75% of thyca) specifically are known as “The good kind” of cancer or, “if you’re going to have cancer, that’s the kind of cancer to have.” There’s a reason for that….the survival rate for PTC is better than just about any other kind of cancer out there. Some question whether it should really even count as cancer.
I know that some people hate this generally optimistic feeling about thyroid cancer, mostly because they feel that it minimizes their fears and the difficulties that treatment involves for them personally. Also, there are some types of thyca that are not nearly as easy to treat as PTC and whose outlooks are not nearly as favorable.
So today I found out I had Papillary Thyroid Carcinoma, not Hurthle Cell Carcinoma, as I feared. And my first reaction when I saw that lab report was relief. Because I know that PTC actually is “the good kind.” Because HCC was really a scary thought for me.
Wanna know the crazy part? The PTC was in that ugly looking nodule with the calcifications, the one that I originally “knew” had to be cancer. The one that tested benign on FNA and frozen section. The Hurthle cell lesion was just a big lump in a lumpy gland.
I guess that’s my only real whine at this point. Why couldn’t we have just found it on the first biopsy and gotten all the surgery over to begin with?
- I needed, for some reason, to not go around knowing I had cancer in my body for that period of time from FNA to first surgery–It was better to find out after it was out.
- I needed time to work on a gentle weaning process for Eleanor. More on that later…
- I needed to be really afraid of having HCC so that PTC wouldn’t seem bad at all to me.
- Something I haven’t even thought of yet.
Whatever the reason, I am going to trust my journey because I trust my Guide. He knows what I need and what I can handle.
He answered my prayer to be spared HCC. He let me have a big benign lump in a visible place so that I could find the cancer that was hidden farther back in the gland.
I embrace the label “The Good Kind,” because this is NOT my mother’s cancer.
Ok, so here are the details:
- PTC Nodule was 1.2 cm.
- It was completely encapsulated.
- It had no vascular invasion.
- It was widely invasive of the capsule. (So glad it is O-U-T!)
- It looks to be unifocal and confined to the thyroid. (That would make it stage I. This could change after the findings of the 2nd surgery.)
- Also, I have Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis (or at least I do for the next few weeks. I think surgery will “cure” me!)
Here’s the plan:
- Have a great VBS.
- Go to camp and have a GREAT time!
- 7/11, have the rest of my thyroid removed.
- meet with the nuclear medicine doctor and talk about whether or not I need RAI.
Somewhere in that plan I need to include finishing Eleanor’s weaning. Rusty got up with her this morning (bright and early) and fed her some breakfast before I made an appearance. She has asked me to nurse a couple of times, but I have been able to put her off so far. We’re going to see how far we can go with this. I may go get my nail polish in a minute and work on my own toenails, and see if she wants me to do hers.